30/07 - 10/08

"Oh my god David two weeks !"

Tu ne pensais pas si bien dire Sandy. Deux semaines, ça peut tout de même détruire. J'aimerais simplement accélérer le temps. Ah, saleté de scorpions... !

07/03/2011, so not to be continued.

Wuthering Heights.

It is not,' retorted she; 'it is the best! The others were the satisfaction of my whims: and for Edgar's sake, too, to satisfy him. This is for the sake of one who comprehends in his person my feelings to Edgar and myself. I cannot express it; but surely you and everybody have a notion that there is or should be an existence of yours beyond you. What were the use of my creation, if I were entirely contained here? My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched and felt each from the beginning: my great thought in living is himself. If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger: I should not seem a part of it.--My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods: time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath: a source of little visible delight, but necessary. Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being. So don't talk of our separation again: it is impracticable; and--

Chacun possède ses propres résolutions. La mienne est simple et compliquée à la fois. Il est entré dans ma vie, et je ne veux pas le perdre.